Mary + the Holy Spirit = birth of the Son of God? Part II
In part one I illustrated why I seriously doubt the common understanding of Luke 1:35. Christians normally understand the verse as meaning that Mary was impregnated by the Most High, the transcendent God of the Universe, and consequently, as a conceptual necessity, gave birth to the Son of God.
“The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you; therefore the child to be born will be called holy—the Son of God.”
The reading in itself can be understood in various manners.
As I had explained, before ever having been consciously confronted with the question, in a vision this commonly - if not to say unanimously - accepted reading of Luke brought anguish to my soul; I knew in this state that this was awfully wrong.
On the other hand though, from my very first vision onwards I was unequivocally shown that Yeshua IS God. Over time it was explained to me further how this came to be.
In this post I simply try to put into words as good as I can what spiritual events I have been shown in Yeshua’s life that finally make Him the Son of God, One with the Creator.
From what I have seen in visions, there are three events in His physical walk on earth to be distinguished. Note that I cannot give a timing, as time is an earth-related reality. In the spiritual there is no time as we know it on earth.
There was an event I would best describe as a “Birth” in the spiritual sphere
Over time He brought forth in His Mystical Body a divine dimension
Finally, what made Him God the Creator, Son of God, is His Sacrifice that can never be comprehended by limited human intellect.
Words can never express in any way what I really have seen. Human experience and our language based thereupon cannot adequately describe a spiritual reality. Moreover, as English is not my mother tongue, things are even more difficult. I will try the best I can. In detail:
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The birth I have seen was a birth out of black light which was unconditional love. Yes, you have read correctly, black light. In another context I had been introduced to black light beforehand in a state between waking and dreaming. Black light? In our social conditioning it had to be something negative, even evil. When I silently voiced my serious doubts whenever I thought about it, God sent me a dream to elucidate the black light further. First I was reminded of NDE-reports talking about a “tunnel” (all experiencer stating that this is an inadequate rendering of a spiritual experience in our limited language) . This tunnel was, as was clarified, an expression of black light. Then I was shown that the black light “contained” the whole spectrum of colours, just like white light did. Im an not sure if I really remember correctly, but maybe this spectrum of colours was visible to the spiritual eye when white light joined, shone on it. Anyway, I was shown splendid colours in the black light that reminded me of precious stones and minerals.
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The bringing forth of a divine dimension in Yeshua’s mystical Body was preceded by a gradual evolution. During our walk on earth - and this is true for all humans - our spiritual bodies evolve. As Yeshua came as a truly, fully human being, this was true for Him as well. Life on earth is like a school for our spiritual development. I was shown the following: Every time you “pass a test”, you are bestowed with a new layer of your spiritual body. Think about it next time when things are getting tough - you might just be right before an “upgrade”, a new beautiful layer of light for your spiritual body.
Have you ever had a dream at night about being given or wearing a coat or dress in a special color? It probably was an indication of having reached a new level spiritually and being bestowed with a new, beautiful shining layer of light in your spirit body.
I have been shown that it is 7 times 7 layers of light that were bestowed on Yeshua as a human being. 7 times 7, not simply 49 - I will explain that later on. The 50th layer is different. It was not bestowed on Him by God, but Yeshua brought it forth Himself. This is the divine dimension of His spirit body, brought forth, not bestowed; divine, not given.
This 50th layer, brought forth by Yeshua Himself, has a completely different structure. I will talk about the 7 times 7 layers as well as the layers from 50 onwards in connection with sacred calendars, as these spiritual realities have a connection to and are reflected in these: The solar calendar of the Essene Qumran community (almost identical with the Enoch calendar) , as well as the Mayan calendar.
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I was shown a spiritual dimension to Yeshua’s suffering at His Crucifixion that is hard to even try to render in words.
The physical aspect of Yeshua*s sacrifice is only a drop in the ocean compared to His spiritual sacrifice, the spiritual suffering He went through for each and every one of us. He was willing to be in hell eternal for us and our sins - forever, so that we are saved. This love is so beyond words and human understanding that the human mind cannot grasp it. Through this, His Sacrifice, God, Unconditional Love, IS. This indescribable Love gives Meaning to the whole universe. Wisdom is, because this indescribable Love is.
In fact this is how it was shown to me: Without or before His Sacrifice, God was not, so to speak, looking at it in the limited earthly dimension, with timelines.
But because of His Sacrifice, God Is, and therefore He always Was and always Will Be.
So Yeshua became God through this Sacrifice, but because of that He always Was, He is One With The Creator, The FatherMother that brought Him forth, and everything that is. Yet at the same time He brought forth The FatherMother through His Sacrifice.
I know it is a paradox. In the vision, beyond time and space, it made perfect sense - and it was overwhelming.
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through Him all things were made, and without Him nothing was made that has been made.” John 1:1,2
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